Thursday, August 4, 2011

MY FIRST MAKEUOUT??? HELP did i do it rightmy bf regrets it because of our 3 year age difference hes 18?

ok so me and my bf went to go watch never say never just to practice kissing our "first kiss" was in formal. (: so we were watching it and then he lean'd and ask are you ready.. so he gave me a peck on the check and then we moved to sucking slightly on each others lips and we stopped.. and then since i had braces the next time we were gently sucking each others lips i tried to use my tongue so he wont feel my brackets (im such a loser) anf after thats he said " so u want me 2 use it to" in my head im like (WTF WAS I USING IT WITHOOUT MY CONSENT? o.O) so stupid enough i said "alright" man it felt great ! warm and a fuzzy feeling ! :D then all of a sudden he was getting closer and garbed my back and he placed my arms on his neck... so do u think we were making out and French kissing? O.o then in the middle of it i was so STUPID to open my eyes i saw his eyes they were like half open half closed.. im LIKE WTF EWW in my head.... it looked like he was dying ! D: lol ... then he asked permission (ya were nerds like that) to kiss my neck im like "sure?" then he did.. man i never felt like this in my life! it was warm and incredible . so i was gonna touch his hair to be really romantic but i chickend out beacuse it was my fisrt time. then he left his seat to go to the lobby... then we kissed again.. then after "he had to go to the lobby" or get out of his seat. (my friends say that its because he had a ***** and didnt want me to see it. i felt like i can see my self with this guy many years from now.. then he started to "tickle me" (he tried but never succeeded)" . then after the movie he kind of regretted it beacuse of his age... and i already told him 3 years in the long run is not much when im 22 hes going to be 25.. right now im 15 hes 18... so did we make out? french kissed? what can i say to him when i see him at school on monday??? to convince him its not illegal to kiss a minor.. and did he want to "makeout" beacuse he was grabbing me from my back and placing my arms on his shoulders.? o.O and i was the one pausing becuase i was so nervous !.... and i felt his teeth is that bad? D: and we are eachothers fist makeout and "passionate moment" lol.

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